THE POEM OF A BROKEN GIRL

                                 

   

                                ME

                               Who am I?
             Just a regular teenage girl you all know
                        Who was taught to obey
                          and not to say a word,
                       Always stuck in the world
                           that isn't even hers
                    She's trying to escape her own
                          to fight for justice,
                 to be a survival in her own way
                      tired of feeling like nothing
                        Because nothing good
                            has come out of her
                                So who am I?
                     It has really taken me ages
                         to answer that question.



                       ANXIETY ATTACK

            All I think of when I loose control
                      When I go insane is
                 Pain, blood and sorrows
      thought of malevolence and nothingless
               they flow like an Unlimited river
                  this is how it's like to be
                     Stock in my own head
            the circuit never ends on repeat
                It's keeps on repeating itself
                   Pain, blood and sorrows
                       Help me!! am insane.



                                 MY MASK

         Everyone thinks they know me very well   
              Every night I sit on my chair thinking
                            how I made it
     Thinking about my past worries, weakness
                  How it made me who I am
                      In the present I feel so
                happy With everyone with no one
                 cares to ask after my well being
                    What they know is my mask
                   Behind my mask I feel Pain
               Cuts that are carved like scars
                      Which are there only
                             to remind you
           Demons are back to swiper fear
       I look at my mirror put a beautiful smile
             And my worries behind my smiles.



                      MY GREATEST FEAR

                   I have anxiety which means
                Which means I worry all times
             What makes me sacred the most is
          Disappointing others I know it's stupid
               And others might say I shouldn't
              Care of what people think of me
                           But I can't help it
                         That's what anxiety
                      it's makes u worry much
                              I have anxiety
                           So am scared of it.


                           ESCAPE     

                         Sometimes...
          I go to a world inside my head
              Where everything is fine
          It's an imaginary, but it's okay
           Because it's help me to be happy
              Even if it's just for a little bit
 In my word I am going to be everything I want
            Be the queen in my kingdom
                            Be a hero
           To be in love with my heart beat
                          Sadly though
                    It's only in my head.